Wow i have verbal diahorrea... After how many months of not writing now i'm writing like crazy.

so i've been thinking more about what i wrote last time about living for the moment and not drawing lines. i think back over the past eight months about what i've been doing and i have such a ridiculously long list of impulsive things i've done. as a matter of fact i really have been just doing what i felkt was right at the moment without ever putting my brain in gear to think whether it was a good idea. and the funniest thing is that i don't care. i love it. i've loved every second of it. and i'm gonna keep doing ti cos otherwise i would just be living a lie.

so i go home in 3 days which im actually looking forward to a lot because i have that whole lonely planet/discovery channel thing. yep i'll write about it more soon but its pretty cool. yidcore will be on discovery channel worldwide as a feature of melbourne. supposedly we are one of the interesting things about the city. hehehehe. and they will film doing lectures too. hahahaha. my poor students won't know what's hit them!!!

so i try not to but wherever i go i am reminded, and i melt. and then today when i saw it i knew i had to get it. so in addition to my cool new pants i got something else which i guess i'm really only minding until i send it off... wow, i need sleep. what's with this strange way i am where i only sleep 3 hours a night?