I don't know what, if anything, was resolved. But still i leave in peace, feeling that somehow, sometime hakol mamash yihye beseder. whatever that means. Everything I promised i will do, i really will try to do. Not that i want to succeed in this instance. so what will happen now? for the first time i can say i honestly dont know.

and so it goes back into the strange world of london and its crazy barrage of meetings. so much confusion.... hopefully i can laugh my way through them like most other things in life.

well, from israel now i say goodbye. i think the land i leave behind is substantially different to the land i arrived in. what it has for me, what it means to me, all of that has changed. will i return? sure. to what? who knows?!? i never had a clue anyway.

Currently reading: Artificial Respiration - Ricardo Piglia; Mad Toy - Roberto Arlt, Monsieur Ibrahim - Eric-Emmanuel Sch.mitt